Seize the Day

"or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over..."


Well, I actually have more to say this time than a bunch of little tidbits about random things people don't really care about.

First off, I wish I could help you. Really. I do. However, I cannot help you if you will not LISTEN to what I am saying. When I tell you that you deserve SO much better, and that you are an amazing person that should not be down about this, I truly mean it. To see you upset really bothers me, but there's a fine line between being depressed and straight up being an asshole/attention whore.

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Wow. That's incredibly bitchy. I apologize.

Second, I feel as though I am letting some of my friends down lately, and I apologize for that as well. It really has nothing to do with you and it is nothing against you, but some stuff is getting in the way. I may come off a bitch or my sarcastic statements may come off as truthful, but they aren't, and I am sorry for anyone I am hurting presently. I am working on it. I am human. :)

Third, I just want to throw in that my mood has NOT gone south, and I am pretty damn positive it won't any time soon. It just keeps getting better and better, and I cannot even believe it myself. I guess I'm just the lucky one this time...

I'm going to see The Hangover tonight with Elizabeth because I informed her of its hilarity. I'm really excited to go not only for the movie, but because I never see her and it's going to be great to spend time with her again. After all, she is my other twin. (Doesn't come close to Erinn, though. That shit's uncanny. :] )

Monday, I am going on a photo hunt with Sam, and that's what I've been wanting to do all summer. Hopefully I'll get some good shots of her like she was looking for, as well as some more shots that could potentially go into a future portfolio. God, I love photography.

Tuesday... well, Tuesday will be amazing. Zach's house + party + Mrs. "Single Ladies" Friant = one helluva good time. Enough said on the matter.

and then finally, Wednesday I am hanging out with Dave and Walter. I am not sure what all three of us will be doing, but I can promise that I will have stories when I get back. It will be... interesting, at least. ;)

*rambling obnoxiously*

Oh, did I mention that I am so nervous I feel like puking?

That will last, oh... four more days. Great.

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=D