Who's there?
It's life. It's telling you to get your head out of your ass.
... yikes.
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Yeah.
It's amazing to me the soul-searching I get done when I am sitting up all night with minimal activity. Sure, my life may seem to be going down the absolute shitter, but through the hardest times you learn who and what will help support you.
To the 7+ people who offered their home to me, I cannot express the appreciation I have. Joking, sure, but it showed that I wasn't going to be invisible when I leave. Finding love from friends has been better to me than here, anyway. I can honestly say that I had to stop myself from crying.
Hell, I'm in tears now.
I am going to miss everyone. EVERYONE. I may see you in the hall, or maybe you'll catch me once a weekend at a bonfire... but wrapping my mind around not actually being here with you guys and all that I am going to miss makes me really upset. You guys are all I have now, as far as I am concerned. You guys, and you know who you all are, are officially the only people in my life that haven't turned their backs on me.
I love each and every one of you dearly. When I say that to you, and I have to each of you NUMEROUS times, I mean it. Really.
After all, you're the loving family I feel like I haven't had.
Thank you. <3
I was not joking. even my mom said that if it wasn't for our current financial situation, you would be welcome to stay with us. I guess that doesn't do much good, but if you ever need to get away or really need to spend a couple days actually IN Minooka, there's room here. I love you Stef, this will all work out. Remember, everything happens for a reason.
ReplyDeletewhat am i gonna do without my best friend? i know well still talk online and such, but this is gonna be so different. agh i feel bad whining about you leaving. you KNOW im here for you.
ReplyDeletecall me soon.