since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you...
I need to get better with blogging again. It was something I was pretty scheduled on in the summer, but now it just seems like everything I would and could write about would be negative, and that's just annoying for anyone to read, let alone myself. Sure, I made this as personal documentation for myself later, but I do have at least 2 avid readers (love you guys!) that don't want to listen to me. They have enough of their own stuff going on.
So, on that note, I will just summarize things that have happened recently.
- I finally got rid of him... well, most of him anyway.
- I mean everything to someone, but it could never be mutual the way they want it.
- School sucks. Horribly.
- Wedding > Homecoming, but I still get random bouts of regret on that decision.
- 9 pictures left on my film camera! I plan on taking the rest at Erinn's tonight so I can get it developed. :)
- I have to walk home most days... I need a freaking car. >_<
- It's been almost a month... WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GO? You will NOT blame this time on me, damnit. This is NOT on me.
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oh stefanie stout i love you! and i wish i could say that the wedding is the right decision and i would bew there too. I'm sorry :/ but you get to take pictures, and that's what really matters. And you know what, don't let him blame it on you. you need to be done. I need to be done too. Boys are buttheads (yes, i just said buttheads)and idiots, and we both deserve better :]
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