life is beautiful.

At least, it is right now! :)

I'm feeling pretty awesome. I don't really have much else to say other than that, but I wanted a nice happy blog that documented my good mood

and good day.

I think the picture says it all, no? ;]

whatever tomorrow brings...

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, yeah.

Well, this picture's got some stories to it, eh? The important people in my life know, and that's all that matters.

I wish I wasn't so paranoid... because then maybe I'd stop freaking the hell out.

*deep breath*

I'll be alright. I'm SURE I am.

i miss this.

so. fucking. much.

Things will never be the same after this summer, with all of us getting ready for college and moving on with our lives.

I want to live this past summer forever.

I could sit here and say everything I did and everything I learned, everything I saw and everyone I met, but that is pointless.

The only purpose of this blog is to say that this past summer was when I was happiest. Every time I think of it, I smile.

I couldn't think of better memories than that.

"Those were the best days of my life. Ohhh, yeah."

Truth...

on my pimpship flyin' high.

Minus that smile (and that color in my face... :/), that's all I've been doing for the past THR33 days. Damn you, H1N1.)

Well, Swine Flu is kicking my ass. It's kicking the ass of almost all of my friends, too. This sucks.

You know, I've been using this time to myself to contemplate everything going on right now. It's been an experience, let me tell you. I really am worried about school and college and becoming a "big person", and as much as I completely DESPISE Minooka Community High School, it has been my home for 4 years. It's all I know, and I am scared to leave it. I'm scared of all my friends leaving off to college this next fall and of me staying here working. Solitude is my greatest fear, and I will be facing it in less than a year.

I am going to be 18 in less than a month. Legal. LEGAL. How liberating! How awesome!

...

How absolutely horrifying.

...

Dear Paranoia,

GTFO. No tits, do not pass GO, and do not collect $200.

Love, Stefanie

I guess I'll just worry about the fact that I can't swallow properly and I'll work from there.

Baby steps.

there hasn't been much.

This photo basically explains everything to anyone that knows me. :)

Well, I haven't blogged for two reasons. One, because I am tired of emo blogs and it seems as though none of them were invoking positive vibes, so I just haven't posted. Two, because I forgot. ;)

Talent show and Homecoming were fantastic. They were more than fantastic. Talent show, mainly... I can't believe I did it. Never in my life I would have DREAMED of doing something like that... and I'm really proud of myself for accomplishing something I LOVE doing, but I just never had the balls to do it in front of people. It made me feel awesome.

Unfortunately, the bubbly high I was on has dwindled thanks to the everloving mother, but that's nothing new in my life.

I'm going to be an absolute ass and post this, like I have everywhere. Don't judge me. :)

Feedback? Comments? Concerns?

Have at it. :)

OH! and by the way...

My one drink, two straws is no more. It's strictly two drinks, two straws now...

Damn you, CBofL. =D

SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED! :D:D:D