baby, tell me what i've got to lose.

this cat... is annoying as PISS. do i love him to death? yes.

pets really are saviors.

So... I've done a pretty shitty job of updating this, and it's about time I had a blog with some substance and not, "EMO. EMO. EMO." so... here goes nothing.

We'll start with my knee. I have always had bad knees, so I just figured that it was hurting again and no big deal. WRONG. I went to get it checked out and not only do I for sure have tendinitis, but I also have a possible meniscus tear. AWESOME. I had therapy for the first time today and she poked around and asked questions... made me do like, 3 stretches, got an ultrasound and iced me. All she would say is, "Yeah, we have a meniscus issue." When I asked how that is treated normally, she said it depends on the tear and if it's bad enough I will need surgery. YES. AWESOME. *sigh*

Bowling ended, awards and all. I was fine up until Y called me up there. He had a lot to say, but the one thing that stuck out in my mind was when he said, "If it weren't for Stef on the team this year, we would NOT have had any of the success we did." To watch the whole room of players and parents nod in agreement and cheer for me after that had me burst into tears. I, of course, started a chain reaction... and it went downhill. I hate MCHS, I hate high school... but I LOVE my team... and I will miss it SO much.

Uhm, hi. My name is Stefanie and I am kind of too bubbly for my typical self lately. I know I should be careful, and I know I shouldn't be so caught up in this, but you only live once. How can you live to the fullest without feeling how you feel and saying what you want to say? I'm okay with this right now... and I am really looking forward to the future of this as well.

Oh. I'm as 'hard' as a cotton ball, if anyone was wondering. So much for me being 'GhettoStef' as you all like to say. :P

Hmmmm... Superman.<3