:/

It hurts more today than it has in a really long time.

Sitting on Facebook... like I always do... and having it turn 12...

Seeing the birthdays for the day... August 20th, 2010...

Seeing your name there... Remembering it was your birthday today... Getting that 'I was just hit in the face with a thrown brick.' feeling...

*sigh*

I am trying really hard to be strong today, but for some reason this is killing me all over again.

I visited him 2 days ago with Kelly. I never knew where he was. She offered to show me. It was... well... hard. I was really happy to be there... and I know I'll go back...

My heart hurts today... I'll never forget...

Happy Birthday, Mike.

I miss you... God, how I miss you.