I Just. Don't. Know.

All I do anymore is cry. My whole face is dry, chapped, raw. My lips are flaky and deep red and no chap stick is working. My eyes cannot be touched because they are so sore.

I want to stop crying. I don't know what is wrong. I can't seem to pull it together.

I Just. Don't. Know.

I'm beginning to just have a moment again... and I am scared.