Sunday, January 16, 2011

home is where the heart is.


I never thought this day was going to come.

Ahhh, life. You have put me in MANY... trying... situations. You have tested me mentally, emotionally, physically, and socially in ways I never even fathomed in the innocence of my youth. You have made me feel unwanted and unnecessary. You have had me holding onto the edge for many years of my life, but...

FINALLY, I AM HOME.

Well, I will be soon. This is the good karma I have deserved. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I finally feel like I have a home.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

pretty cut and dry.


"If you really knew me, you would know..."

I remember when that show was on. EVERYONE was quoting that line and spilling their hearts out.

I figured I would give it a shot.

I you really knew me, you would know that I am missing you more and more each day. The dull ache is becoming a sharper pain, and it is getting harder the bear. That being said, I wouldn't trade it for the world. You are worth the waiting to me, and it won't be long until everything will fall into place. If you really knew me, you would know that you could never fathom my feelings for you because love is over-used and overrated.

I wonder if you will read this... Hmm...