Minus that smile (and that color in my face... :/), that's all I've been doing for the past THR33 days. Damn you, H1N1.)
Well, Swine Flu is kicking my ass. It's kicking the ass of almost all of my friends, too. This sucks.
You know, I've been using this time to myself to contemplate everything going on right now. It's been an experience, let me tell you. I really am worried about school and college and becoming a "big person", and as much as I completely DESPISE Minooka Community High School, it has been my home for 4 years. It's all I know, and I am scared to leave it. I'm scared of all my friends leaving off to college this next fall and of me staying here working. Solitude is my greatest fear, and I will be facing it in less than a year.
I am going to be 18 in less than a month. Legal. LEGAL. How liberating! How awesome!
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How absolutely horrifying.
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Dear Paranoia,
GTFO. No tits, do not pass GO, and do not collect $200.
Love, Stefanie
I guess I'll just worry about the fact that I can't swallow properly and I'll work from there.
Baby steps.
Swine flu will be over soon, don't worry :]
ReplyDeleteand even if we all go to college, no one is really leaving you. I will call you every day if that's what it takes!!
Hooooray. That makes me super happy. :]
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